Canna Queen

I hope to see y'all and this brand new event called the Haze Social Lounge. It's going up tonight at 8pm until midnight so stop by for some dancing, dabs, and lots of fun with the 420 nurses :) Let's smoke up and get lit. I'm excited to see my girls and my 420 fam. It's been a minute. I'm hoping to see some vendors I know there as well. Heard low temp is gonna be there so excited to see those guys and pick up something good. If any of y'all see me, please say hi and let's smoke together. I need ...

I feel pretty good today. My body feels great and I feel relaxed. I need to get some stuff done this morning and I have work later at 4. Today is going to be a fantastic fucking day and I just want to send these positive vibes out there for someone else to catch. I want to spread a little love. I am so excited for my scene with my acting partner. We started finally working on it because she's been out of state for a family medical emergency. I could have practiced with someone else but you know ...

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Hi guys! I’m hella early to class because my psychiatry appointment ended earlier than expected. So I have some time to write! I’ve actually been doing fucking fantastic and that’s very exciting news. I don’t know how long it’ll last, hopefully awhile. But I’m riding it out. I love feeling great and being in a good mood everyday. I’m not sure if it’s the new medication I’m on or if it’s just me. I hope a combination at least. School is going good. It could be better but there’s ALWAYS room fo...

Hi there guys :) I was wondering if anyone beautiful ladies wanted to collab and do a photoshoot with me where we could either go halfsies on a photographer or take eachothers photos even! Something fun but also lets get some cute ass photos in that could go towards our portfolio. Looking to do one soon, but I'm pretty busy so gotta plan out everything. I need some good photos to post on instagram and the website. I also wanna look poppin so if anyone does hair and wants to make me a voluminous ...

Hey y'all, Hope everyone is doing fantastic. I am wonderful. I just got back from a meeting on campus and am trying to finish up some homework before I go to the dining hall for dinner. I've been medicated almost all day and I've been loving it. I wish I didn't have baby lungs and could handle more of this pen without coughing. My lungs can't keep up with my tolerance but I hate edibles lmao. I have been so busy since school started. Actually since before school started. I feel like I'm just ...

Does anyone else get lazy when it's raining outside? Or even just gloomy and cold? It makes me feel so tired and sleepy. Like I want to curl up into a ball and watch movies all day, fall asleep on and off and eat a bunch of shitty ass food. I love doing nothing. I'm not sure if it's my depression, the medications I'm on, the weed I'm smoking, how much I'm smoking, the fact that I am smoking, or if it's just that I love doing nothing. I want to want to do stuff. I just don't want to do it. Maybe ...

So update: my anxiety has been tremendously better. For those 6-7 days, it was just the absolute worst. I didn't feel like myself and I couldn't be there in the world for some reason. I know that doesn't make sense but that's what it felt like for me. Then I started smoking again and my new medications started to kick in. I am so happy to be mostly anxiety free again with the help of cannabis and unfortunately scripted meds but you know what if it helps then who cares. I need to find some new st...

Hi all, I've been struggling a lot with my anxiety lately and I'm not sure why. A lot of people in my life are trying to come up with reasons for me to be anxious that didn't make me anxious before, or I'm not even sure if they did. (sidetone: I'm super high rn so sorry if I don't make sense) For 6 days straight, I had a panic attack each day. Most of those days I woke up super anxious and then went to sleep like that as well usually on medications that are not weed. I stopped smoking after m...

It’s a scary feeling to not know where you’re going in life. It’s a roadblock I’m lost most of the time I’m here. I am scared a lot of the time I’m here. I get nervous about too much. I shouldn’t care. Why am I so sick? ...

Hey guys, I know it’s been awhile! I have been the busiest beaver with school, work, and still adjusting to my new life. I have fantastic news- I either have a 3.7 or 4.0, just waiting on 1 class as the deciding factor. I’ve never done this well in school, especially college for that matter. College whooped my ass my first semester. I was irresponsible and even more lost than I am now. I’m super glad to have seen myself come this far. I didn’t know if I could accomplish anything. So ...

Hey guys! I am 420 Nurse intern Canna Queen. I haven't been on in awhile, I have been so busy adjusting to my new life. And I still have a long way to go. I am officially living in a dorm at CSULA and it kinda sucks! I'm still getting used to always being at school...it's interesting. I'm taking 5 communications classes as well as working 20 hours a week. Sometimes I get a little more hours and I was loving it at first but now I feel like I can't really handle working so much while trying to pas...

I have been having so much anxiety. I feel like I'm falling back into that hole that I was in. I suffer from severe anxiety and depression. I'm going through the biggest transition of my life with moving to a new place with strangers, starting at a brand new school, and a brand new job. It's super stressful. I was excited before getting here but when I actually got here, all I can constantly feel is my anxiety telling me this is bad. I have morning anxiety, daytime anxiety, afternoon/evening anx...

It was a cool summer in my opinion, up until last week. I'm sure it's because actual summer season didn't start until the solstice, but I was having a cool (as in coldish) summer so far! It really started to heat up out there y'all. Everyday gets over 100 degrees in the Santa Clarita Valley. LA isn't much better but it seems to be about 10 degrees cooler than here half the time. And Canoga Park is literally on fucking fire. Like how are you guys not going to the beach on your days off LOL I had ...

I was working a lot for awhile to make ends meet but I'm okay now so I'm gonna have a few days off a week to prepare for school and moving out to start my new life. In a month, I will be moving to LA to start school and hopefully I will be transferring restaurant locations. If, for some reason, they do not accept my transfer, I will probably be getting a part-time job at school and not spend as much money on medicine. I'm just hoping I can keep my server job because as much as they take from us,...

It's so hard for me to write this. I can't stop crying, my heart is aching. The love I have for my dogs is so strong and pure. I love and miss you so much CC. I lost my dog, my best friend, CC about a year and a half ago. He was everything to me. I love him so much and miss him with all my heart everyday. The day we lost him, my heart felt as if it had stopped. To this day, I wonder (and beat myself up over) if I had anything to do with his passing. Not physically of course. But emotionally. I h...

I'm in a special place right now in my life. I will be moving to Cal State LA second week of August. It's very exciting, but also nerve wracking! I'm sad to be leaving my hometown and some people in it. I'm going to miss where I work the most, the people there are just absolutely amazing. My coworkers are what keeps me going right now. I hate to leave them, but I have to do what's in my best interest, and that's moving on to CSULA. I didn't have many friends in Santa Clarita until I got this job...

I had a really bad day at work. I just sobbed for a little because I'm weak. But crying doesn't make you weak, excuse me. It shows your strength honestly. If you keep that shit in, you gonna feel so much worse. Humans need to talk things out. That's how we heal and move on. OKAY anyway. I am super sad that I can't be with my other 420 nurses right now. They all make me feel so much more alive and well. I feel like I can be myself around them and really blossom. So it was the LA Chapter meeting e...

I just posted like 6/7 FIVE STAR REVIEWS for some amazing companies/businesses/small business owners on this fabulous 420Nurse website so go check them out while you are here! Maybe it'll inspire you to go check them out at Friday Night Sesh or if you see them anywhere else! They are all so great and friendly, so I really encourage everyone who is able to try out their products. They all help me in different ways but each as amazing as the last. Don't forget to grab your 420 Nurse gear for this ...

It has been a fantastic month of being apart of the 420 Nurses. I have been searching for my group ever since I fell out of Color Guard which was my life for 6 years. I was so used to being deeply involved in this activity, once I was out of it, I felt very empty. I struggled with depression, anxiety, and just didn't know where I belonged anymore. Ever since, I have been wanting to join another group and be apart of something amazing once again. I am so happy that I found this powerful, inspirin...

Anxiety is a fucking bitch, first off. She is SO hard to understand. She wild and extra AF. She takes over you when you least expect it. It can be sudden and very unpredictable. Everyone's experience with mental health is tremendously different. No two experiences are really the same. I have anxiety attacks where I can't do anything, focus on anything, my head spinning, I feel as if I can't breathe, and just full on losing my shit. It is terrifying to go through, especially alone. All my experie...

Y'ALLLLLLLL. It took me awhile to get here BUT I AM HERE. I AM OFFICIALLY A 420 NURSE INTERN. Let me make it clear that my status is different from being an Official 420 Nurse Intern. I am brand SPANKING NEW. But Spanking has always been welcome. So last blog I know I said I found out about Friday Night Sesh in December, but I didn't know about becoming a 420 Nurse until way after that. The first time someone invited me to become a 420 Nurse was the second time I came to Friday Night Sesh. The ...

Let me tell y'all that my first time being at Friday Night Sesh was fucking magical. So I first found out about it back in December on Instagram...I know, such a long time ago. I was VERY interested in the event, but it was pretty far from me so I would succumb to local delivery services and shops. I finally got to go one night in the middle of January and I couldn't be more ecstatic. I went with some old high school marching band friends and we all thought it was amazing! It's literally like Di...