Y'alllllll

So update: my anxiety has been tremendously better. For those 6-7 days, it was just the absolute worst. I didn't feel like myself and I couldn't be there in the world for some reason. I know that doesn't make sense but that's what it felt like for me. Then I started smoking again and my new medications started to kick in. I am so happy to be mostly anxiety free again with the help of cannabis and unfortunately scripted meds but you know what if it helps then who cares. I need to find some new strains because I have been sluggish 24/7 and I need to get some salivas for when school starts and I'm feeling anxious. I even tried something that's usually triggering and I felt slightly anxious but I could control it and I took a couple hits off my Mister dank pen to help. Being on the doctors medication for longer should help as well. I have been wanting to go out with someone for a little while, girl got needs. I'm lonely af rn haha I've been using some dating apps and I've gotten messages from some good looking people. I'm just scared to meet up with them in person LOL it's a lot of pressure to be on point the whole time. I think I'm going to try to be more brave with it so something can actually fuckin happen. If anyone wants to go on a double surprise date, or know how that would even work, comment below? But for real, tell ya friends, IM LOOKIN. Someone go out with me, take me out lmao like just do something cool. I have been in the house because this weather has me all lazy and sleepy. I need to do something and have fun before the break is over. I have 4 more days! Let's do some wild shiiiit. I promise I can be fun, don't listen to my sad blogs haha. Well I hope everyone is having a fantastic week, stay high af and drive safe. My leg fell asleep while writing this, so you're welcome y'all. I love you and appreciate you.