Canna Queen

It has been a fantastic month of being apart of the 420 Nurses. I have been searching for my group ever since I fell out of Color Guard which was my life for 6 years. I was so used to being deeply involved in this activity, once I was out of it, I felt very empty. I struggled with depression, anxiety, and just didn't know where I belonged anymore. Ever since, I have been wanting to join another group and be apart of something amazing once again. I am so happy that I found this powerful, inspirin...

It's so hard for me to write this. I can't stop crying, my heart is aching. The love I have for my dogs is so strong and pure. I love and miss you so much CC. I lost my dog, my best friend, CC about a year and a half ago. He was everything to me. I love him so much and miss him with all my heart everyday. The day we lost him, my heart felt as if it had stopped. To this day, I wonder (and beat myself up over) if I had anything to do with his passing. Not physically of course. But emotionally. I h...

Hi there guys :) I was wondering if anyone beautiful ladies wanted to collab and do a photoshoot with me where we could either go halfsies on a photographer or take eachothers photos even! Something fun but also lets get some cute ass photos in that could go towards our portfolio. Looking to do one soon, but I'm pretty busy so gotta plan out everything. I need some good photos to post on instagram and the website. I also wanna look poppin so if anyone does hair and wants to make me a voluminous ...

Hey guys! I am 420 Nurse intern Canna Queen. I haven't been on in awhile, I have been so busy adjusting to my new life. And I still have a long way to go. I am officially living in a dorm at CSULA and it kinda sucks! I'm still getting used to always being at school...it's interesting. I'm taking 5 communications classes as well as working 20 hours a week. Sometimes I get a little more hours and I was loving it at first but now I feel like I can't really handle working so much while trying to pas...

I hope to see y'all and this brand new event called the Haze Social Lounge. It's going up tonight at 8pm until midnight so stop by for some dancing, dabs, and lots of fun with the 420 nurses :) Let's smoke up and get lit. I'm excited to see my girls and my 420 fam. It's been a minute. I'm hoping to see some vendors I know there as well. Heard low temp is gonna be there so excited to see those guys and pick up something good. If any of y'all see me, please say hi and let's smoke together. I need ...

I feel pretty good today. My body feels great and I feel relaxed. I need to get some stuff done this morning and I have work later at 4. Today is going to be a fantastic fucking day and I just want to send these positive vibes out there for someone else to catch. I want to spread a little love. I am so excited for my scene with my acting partner. We started finally working on it because she's been out of state for a family medical emergency. I could have practiced with someone else but you know ...

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Hi guys! I’m hella early to class because my psychiatry appointment ended earlier than expected. So I have some time to write! I’ve actually been doing fucking fantastic and that’s very exciting news. I don’t know how long it’ll last, hopefully awhile. But I’m riding it out. I love feeling great and being in a good mood everyday. I’m not sure if it’s the new medication I’m on or if it’s just me. I hope a combination at least. School is going good. It could be better but there’s ALWAYS room fo...

Hey y'all, Hope everyone is doing fantastic. I am wonderful. I just got back from a meeting on campus and am trying to finish up some homework before I go to the dining hall for dinner. I've been medicated almost all day and I've been loving it. I wish I didn't have baby lungs and could handle more of this pen without coughing. My lungs can't keep up with my tolerance but I hate edibles lmao. I have been so busy since school started. Actually since before school started. I feel like I'm just ...

Does anyone else get lazy when it's raining outside? Or even just gloomy and cold? It makes me feel so tired and sleepy. Like I want to curl up into a ball and watch movies all day, fall asleep on and off and eat a bunch of shitty ass food. I love doing nothing. I'm not sure if it's my depression, the medications I'm on, the weed I'm smoking, how much I'm smoking, the fact that I am smoking, or if it's just that I love doing nothing. I want to want to do stuff. I just don't want to do it. Maybe ...

So update: my anxiety has been tremendously better. For those 6-7 days, it was just the absolute worst. I didn't feel like myself and I couldn't be there in the world for some reason. I know that doesn't make sense but that's what it felt like for me. Then I started smoking again and my new medications started to kick in. I am so happy to be mostly anxiety free again with the help of cannabis and unfortunately scripted meds but you know what if it helps then who cares. I need to find some new st...

Hi all, I've been struggling a lot with my anxiety lately and I'm not sure why. A lot of people in my life are trying to come up with reasons for me to be anxious that didn't make me anxious before, or I'm not even sure if they did. (sidetone: I'm super high rn so sorry if I don't make sense) For 6 days straight, I had a panic attack each day. Most of those days I woke up super anxious and then went to sleep like that as well usually on medications that are not weed. I stopped smoking after m...