Bluntqueen
by on July 21, 2019
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They say captain blue beard played nice and showed his true evil colors. 

But at-least captain blue beard admitted his evil doings

You just hide from the truth 

You hide behind blue beard 

You hide behind the shell of you that you casted to pretend you are a king 

But really deep down you know that you have always been the ugly scary ogre living under the queens bridge. Didn’t I ask for this though? I’m pretty sure I asked for it. The same monster who made my tears shed 

Is the same person who wiped them away

And when I screamed for help you made believe you were the only one who heard me 

But in reality you silenced my voice so you could be the only one who knew, the only one who could see my mouth open wide enough to make a noise,

 When I wanted help the world knew but you made me feel like the world didn’t see me

 

You told me no one gave a shit about me except for you and I believed you. 

 

And now that I have finally escaped your grasp I can’t scream loud enough for anyone to hear like I’m drowning underwater and every one is watching, I’m too scared to ask for help. And I don’t want the world to see me.. I don’t remember the world without being the slave of blue beard. 

 

And instead of admitting you tore me down and broke me.

 

I admit I asked for it.

Post in: Random
Topics: venting, poetry, feelings
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HighRoyal710
This is really deep but I really, really like it!
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Bluntqueen
Thank you!
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Summer Rain
thank you for sharing
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