Realizing the problem is myself.

For the last few years, I have been super unmotivated and depressed. Nothing could convince me to push myself. I just sat around being unproductive. Earlier this year I had an epiphany and saw my life from an outside perspective. I was stopping myself from moving forward in life. So I enrolled in school and am starting to push myself more and more. I struggled a lot pushing myself, and this year I need to prove to myself, i can do this.