Acinonyx rex
by on August 11, 2018
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So I'm running around crazy trying to do all this, but it's what I've got.


So on the probation and legal matters, I have to attend a one year batters class, do 100 hours community service, get a job and/or maintain it the whole probation and continue to see my therapist and psychsatrist. Right now the judge said I don't need to start the classes right away as I have less than two months to leave my childhood house before its torn down. I don't have the money that's my portion from the sale of the house so I can't move anywhere and I'm facing homelessness. We are getting our food from the local food bank and my aunt is blowing her ssi check on buying me incontince diapers and pads. I haven't found a place in this county that gives out diapers and pads, but I'm still looking. It's so bad, my bladder has started to extend outside my body (I'll let you figure out how). And my ankles are in more pain than ever. Since I live in the third most expensive place I am having trouble finding a place, and I'm not allowed to leave the county or I will have a warrant issued and I'll be arrested. I don't know how I'm going to afford somewhere. But I keep looking everyday. I'm staring down homelessness.

On the 8th I lost my sole custody of my daughter and sole custody went to the father who was never there her first 7 years. She turns 8 this September. They took her from me stating that I was too mentally unstable to raise a child and that visitation would be detrimental to her emotional and mental wellbeing. So I've been dealing with that the past few days.

But I decided to do things for me and to better myself now that I am single with no child. I start back to school in September and I'm currently writing the first chapter of my book. I will let everyone know when it hits store shelves. I need to refile for disability because the cop that tackled me using excessive force and now I have spine damage, double sided sciatica, and partial paralysis of my thighs down to my toes, then there's the muffin sized knot that's been on my right ankle making walking painful and difficult. I will be finding a way to formally complain and/or sue him for leaving me crippled before age 30.

I can't smoke, Vape, ingest, or by any means put marajuana in my system, including C-B-D. My parole officer is convinced that it kills brain cells. So he will warrant me and send me to jail if it's in my system. But I will gladly continue to prove 420 nurses because I believe in this company.

So if you see me around, say hi, photo op, or whatever. Smile I just can't sesh with you right now and it's nothing personal.

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