2am

I need to vent. Im just so frustrated and sad af. Helping caregive for my grandma aka My mom is so hard. One of the hardest things I've ever done.Rn my mom just got out of a small sugery to replace her pacemaker, shes 81 with dementia. Shes forgeting why she has pain and ripping of the bandage. Its hard to stay patient with someone your so used to being Strong minded and independent. Everything is backwards now and its hard.

Its 2am and im watching her in pain while shes annoyed of me telling her not to touch her wound.