My relationship with Mary Jane <3

Well for my first real blog on here I'm going to talk about my relationship with the lovely Mary Jane. I of course tried marijuana as a teen off the black market (my best friends sister, not some creep 20 some year old dude in his souped up car with the windows blackened in a Taco Bell parking lot.....that was later in life lol). Anyway obviously was a magical experience. It was always my "poison" so to speak while everyone else in my high school was out at parties, drinking, smoking cigarettes, or doing coke...... I was getting stoned with my 2 closest friends at one of our houses watching movies making dinner most days. I've tried cigarettes and I hated it, to this day I force myself through most alcoholic beverages at social gatherings(I really only enjoy Red Wine). Anything else I have never even had the desire to know about! As I was going through college I went through a lot of situations that would end up changing me. I was surrounding myself with poisonous people and it ate away at me before I realized it. I think during that time was the most liquor Ive ever consumed. It was weekly if not daily and I know it was the most out of control I have ever felt. That may also be a reason why I don't really enjoy liquor. After digging my way out of the environment and the people who were consuming me I ended up on daily anti depression/ anti anxiety medication for nearly a year and although I made progress it was very little and it always seemed like for each step forward I take 2 back. After a while I realized I was a zombie. I wasn't dealing with the trauma I was just numbing it. I decided Medical Cannabis was the way to go!! I have been a Medical Cannabis Patient now for 2 years and I couldn't have made a better transition. I guess that is why I am interested in becoming a 420 Nurse, because I disagree so much with the stereotype of Cannabis users. Cannabis had aided me through a journey of what Id say was re-self discovery and finding a happier me. Mary Jane is apart of my lifestyle but that doesn't make me unsuccessful, unintelligent, delinquent, or any other negative comment made by those who don't understand the intricacy of this flower <3