on June 1, 2017
Haven't had the chance to write this yet, so here it goes.
Anyone who knows me, knows that I am a good person in love with the arts...
If you don't already know, artists are very deep creatures, their talent derives from their deepest emotions.
I am living with MPD/DID (Multiple Personality Disorder or Dis-associative Identity Disorder).
I have been living with this since I was diagnosed at 15. I was on 3 different medications,
None of which worked for me, in fact just made me tired all the time or zombie-like.
However, I have been off medications since 2011. It was VERY difficult to live a normal life.
Going out in public became a task in itself... My fiance introduced me to smoking when I was 18.
I had been against it as a kid and became more tolerant of it as a teenager.
Being that I had friends who would smoke, I could hit off their joints every now and then.
18 is when I started smoking officially, though. I found smoking put my mind at ease!
It accomplished what the many medications could not!
The constant static of confusion, the sea of wandering thoughts and voices had subsided.
I was able to function again!! I am an artist in every way:
I sing, dance, draw, paint, design, photograph, write and now model.
I have always longed to pursue a career in one of my passions, but I have not yet been successful...
Over the years, I have grown cynical... I have had to put many of my dreams on hold.
But my zest for life keeps me going! I want to share love and light with the world.
I want to share my positive experiences, and spread peace.
Being part of 420nurses gives me the chance to pursue my modeling/photography,
while giving me the opportunity to meet new exciting people, who treat me like family <3
AND I get to share the positive outcomes that come from cannabis!
So thank you for this amazing opportunity and I look forward to the future
"Stay metal, stay lifted, & stay strange"
Rainey Daze aka Nori "Shadow" Sclav
Anyone who knows me, knows that I am a good person in love with the arts...
If you don't already know, artists are very deep creatures, their talent derives from their deepest emotions.
I am living with MPD/DID (Multiple Personality Disorder or Dis-associative Identity Disorder).
I have been living with this since I was diagnosed at 15. I was on 3 different medications,
None of which worked for me, in fact just made me tired all the time or zombie-like.
However, I have been off medications since 2011. It was VERY difficult to live a normal life.
Going out in public became a task in itself... My fiance introduced me to smoking when I was 18.
I had been against it as a kid and became more tolerant of it as a teenager.
Being that I had friends who would smoke, I could hit off their joints every now and then.
18 is when I started smoking officially, though. I found smoking put my mind at ease!
It accomplished what the many medications could not!
The constant static of confusion, the sea of wandering thoughts and voices had subsided.
I was able to function again!! I am an artist in every way:
I sing, dance, draw, paint, design, photograph, write and now model.
I have always longed to pursue a career in one of my passions, but I have not yet been successful...
Over the years, I have grown cynical... I have had to put many of my dreams on hold.
But my zest for life keeps me going! I want to share love and light with the world.
I want to share my positive experiences, and spread peace.
Being part of 420nurses gives me the chance to pursue my modeling/photography,
while giving me the opportunity to meet new exciting people, who treat me like family <3
AND I get to share the positive outcomes that come from cannabis!
So thank you for this amazing opportunity and I look forward to the future
"Stay metal, stay lifted, & stay strange"
Rainey Daze aka Nori "Shadow" Sclav
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