Why I keep Disappearing, and I hope you can understand

Hey everyone...I want to explain myself a little bit, so that way I hope some of you can either sympathize or empathize with me.

As many of you know, I left my friends and family in San Ramon and moved to Riverside to be with my man. Since then, I've gotten a job and met a lot of you wonderful 420nurses. Unfortunately, many of you ladies live far away so its hard to hang out. I basically go to work and come home and clean the house and make dinner then go to sleep and do it all again. I miss having friends that live only 10 minutes away and I miss my parents TERRIBLY.

I have been feeling very, very depressed ontop of the anxiety disorder that I have...I'm still trying to get used to all the changes in my life.
So I apologize if I come off a little crazy or overly sensitive. I hope some of you can understand or try to understand that I am not even close to being my best self at the moment.
Shit, I'm literally shaking trying to type all of this...

I'm sorry I keep disappearing. When I want to disappear is when I think just a little more support and reassurance...
I hope you all can hang in there with me, and a huge thank to you to those who have reminded me I'm loved...especially Liz aka mysterymoonchild_ <3

So...I guess I'm back on 420nurses but I think I need a break from social media. One step at a time...