MOVING ON MY OWN (THE STRUGGLE)

THE STRUGGLE IS REAL LIVING IN A NEW HOME AND OUT OF MY MOM&DADS HOUSE! ITS BEEN 1/2 A YEAR THAT IVE BEEN OUT ON MY OWN AND I HAVE TO SAY I QUIET LIKE IT BUT IT ISNT EASY WHEN WE FIRST MOVED WE HAD ALOT MORE MONEY AND PRODUCT AVAILBLE NOW COMING TO THE END OF THE SEASON AND IN TO A NEW YEAR.EVERYTHING IS TIGHT . SO IM DRIFTING A BIT WHAT I MEAN BY IT IS TUFF... IS THAT A YEAR AGO BEFORE WE MOVED I GOT MY NAILS DONE ONCE A MONTH AT LEAST, WE WENT OUT TO EAT EVERYNIGHT AND I MEAN I GAINED 30 POUNDS JUST FROM EATTING OUT MOST OF THE TIME I WOULD SAY 6 OUT OF 7 NIGHTS WERE EATTING OUT. WE WENT OUT SO MUCH AND WENT SHOPPING AND NOW WE SHOULDNT BE EATTING OUT AT ALL WE REALLY OVER DID IT. WHEN I FIRST MOVED IN I CLEANED MY HOUSE EVERY MORNING I MEAN LIKE DEEP CLEANING WERE NOW I DO IT ONCE A WEEK BECAUSE I GOT TIRED OF DOING IT MY SELF AND NOW BECAUSE ITS A NEW YEAR AND I WANT TO TRY AND DO THINGS DIFFRENT I MEAN IM GOING TO CLEAN EVERY DAY HOPING THE STRUGGLE GETS EASIER LESS TO STRESS ABOUT PLUS GOING TO WORK ON MY BACK YARD AND ORGANIZATION OF ALL MY SHIT LOL I HAVE SO MANY SHOES AND CLOTHES AND NO WHERE TO PUT IT SO, ON ANOTHER NOTE MOVING AWAY FROM HOME IS KINDA HEART WERCKING I MISS MY MOM AND DAD SO MUCH AND THERE SO OLD I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD STILL BE THERE AT HOME WITH THEM . . . EITHER SORRY ABOUT MY EVRYWHERENESS AND HOPE U STAY TUNED FOR MORE OF MY BLOGS I AM GOING TO WORK ON THEM !!