Rest In Peace Oreo I will always love you

Today the most terrible thing happened my boyfriend found our baby boy seriously injured this morning after he got out last night when we went to the store. We had to put him down sadly because he was too badly hurt. We are just glad we got some closure and we both got to say goodbye to him. I was with him till the end i held his little paw as he went and i had time to say goodbye i just stroked him and told him how much we cared and that i was here now and how much i loved him i keep telling him it would be okay. I was there with him till the very end. My heart is aching really bad right now Oreo was my heart and soul. I have to figure a way to pay for a Urn for his Ashes so they don't just dispose of them as they put it. Which honestly would break my heart i already had to pay a hundred dollars i didn't have to put down my baby boy the vets were very insensitive they seem to care more about payment then how much it was killing me to not be able to take my oreo home knowing i didn't have five to ten thousands to get a specialist to fix him and they said he might not make it still that was how seriously injured he was he wanted to go he would of never been the same. I'm so happy we got to him and he didn't have to do this alone. I want to get his portrait tattooed on me in dedication to him. We will really miss him we loved him so much. Rest in peace baby boy. Mommy and daddy love you