on February 8, 2016
I feel like a lot of people (I'm not saying people on here.. Just people in general)
Will make up excuses why they don't do certain things, to I guess "justify" it, or not seem lazy, or not seem like they honestly just don't give a shit.
However, that is not who I am. I was really active on here for awhile, then just kind of vanished and would occasionally get on then vanish again.
So I wanted to Explain myself so you all know my reasonings for being gone..
At first, it was my phone. It broke. Then my data, I go over high speed quickly because my daughter is constantly watching videos. Then my browser got deleted and I could not get it back for the life of me! I eventually downloaded chrome and did later on get my browser back!
But then I needed to focus on myself and my sons health issues.
I have chronic migraines-- and do not see a doctor for them so I don't get any medications to treat them.
I also suffer from depression and anxiety, and stopped seeing a dr an taking meds YEARS AGO. I use marijuana instead, which in my opinion is better than any other pharmaceutical pill available for depression.
But mainly, my chronic UTI's... I get them every month, I've had 5 kidney infections in a year-- 4 in which were severe. They literally tear you down, you cannot move, it's excruciating pain, Ect. However I'm a mom of 2 and was forced to suck it up and just deal with it, which is NOT EASY when you have a kidney infection.
I have yet to see a urologist for them, but will be soon. I need to get to the bottom of this, as it is affecting my daily life so so much. I know what your thinking.. But it's just a uti? No. My UTI's, are devastating. I can't sleep, can't sit down, they just destroy me.
And lastly, my son. He is now 15 months old ( 1 year & 3 months )
He has been having in home physical therapy once a week since August, because he has torticollis and scoliosis.
I have scoliosis as well. But what makes his so concerning is, it usually is not developed until adolescent ages. He was only 7months old when diagnosed with it. Scoliosis does not stop growing until you do, so he has A LONG LONG TIME until he is done growing, which could mean he may need surgery in the future. Physical therapy has been tough, but his torticollis (tilt in the neck) is almost 100% gone; and he is doing better with his age milestones.. He just started walking! Yay!
So what I'm trying to say is, it's not that I was "lazy" or just not giving a shit about 420 nurses, I just had things going on in my life that HAD to come first. My son and daughter, come before anything, including myself. I love all of you! You ALL motivate me to do better, your all an inspiration. Especially chacha and summer rain.
Those of you with depression know that sometimes you just need to separate yourselves from the world. And I needed to do that.
But, I am back. And will continue to be back. I want to start a chapter so bad, idc if marijuana isn't legal here yet, it will allow me and my "soon to be" chapter to help with the legalization of it. I will do everything I can to be apart of the marijuana movement!
So, I am so sorry for being MIA the past few months. I really am! I can't wait to move forward with 420 nurses & also watch you other girls move forward. I love seeing other girls succeed. We need to empower each otherߒ and I will always do so! Thanks for reading babes.
Xoxo
-Brandy "blazinbrandy420"
Will make up excuses why they don't do certain things, to I guess "justify" it, or not seem lazy, or not seem like they honestly just don't give a shit.
However, that is not who I am. I was really active on here for awhile, then just kind of vanished and would occasionally get on then vanish again.
So I wanted to Explain myself so you all know my reasonings for being gone..
At first, it was my phone. It broke. Then my data, I go over high speed quickly because my daughter is constantly watching videos. Then my browser got deleted and I could not get it back for the life of me! I eventually downloaded chrome and did later on get my browser back!
But then I needed to focus on myself and my sons health issues.
I have chronic migraines-- and do not see a doctor for them so I don't get any medications to treat them.
I also suffer from depression and anxiety, and stopped seeing a dr an taking meds YEARS AGO. I use marijuana instead, which in my opinion is better than any other pharmaceutical pill available for depression.
But mainly, my chronic UTI's... I get them every month, I've had 5 kidney infections in a year-- 4 in which were severe. They literally tear you down, you cannot move, it's excruciating pain, Ect. However I'm a mom of 2 and was forced to suck it up and just deal with it, which is NOT EASY when you have a kidney infection.
I have yet to see a urologist for them, but will be soon. I need to get to the bottom of this, as it is affecting my daily life so so much. I know what your thinking.. But it's just a uti? No. My UTI's, are devastating. I can't sleep, can't sit down, they just destroy me.
And lastly, my son. He is now 15 months old ( 1 year & 3 months )
He has been having in home physical therapy once a week since August, because he has torticollis and scoliosis.
I have scoliosis as well. But what makes his so concerning is, it usually is not developed until adolescent ages. He was only 7months old when diagnosed with it. Scoliosis does not stop growing until you do, so he has A LONG LONG TIME until he is done growing, which could mean he may need surgery in the future. Physical therapy has been tough, but his torticollis (tilt in the neck) is almost 100% gone; and he is doing better with his age milestones.. He just started walking! Yay!
So what I'm trying to say is, it's not that I was "lazy" or just not giving a shit about 420 nurses, I just had things going on in my life that HAD to come first. My son and daughter, come before anything, including myself. I love all of you! You ALL motivate me to do better, your all an inspiration. Especially chacha and summer rain.
Those of you with depression know that sometimes you just need to separate yourselves from the world. And I needed to do that.
But, I am back. And will continue to be back. I want to start a chapter so bad, idc if marijuana isn't legal here yet, it will allow me and my "soon to be" chapter to help with the legalization of it. I will do everything I can to be apart of the marijuana movement!
So, I am so sorry for being MIA the past few months. I really am! I can't wait to move forward with 420 nurses & also watch you other girls move forward. I love seeing other girls succeed. We need to empower each otherߒ and I will always do so! Thanks for reading babes.
Xoxo
-Brandy "blazinbrandy420"
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