Growing up.

The meaning of growing up to me, means putting aside your own wants & needs for your loved ones. I moved back to San Diego to fight for custody of my baby sisters whom have been ripped & torn apart mentally physically & emotionally since the loss of our mother & them being taken away from us by their father for nearly 7 years of their life. That was when I put everything aside & stepped up for what meant the most to me my heart my loved ones when no one else would because of fear. I fought for them against their father & now we are on our way to having them emancipated when they're 15 which is next year in sept! :D I have them enrolled in two 9 out of 10 best rated schools both are doing amazing in school & are beyond intelligent :-* but the tough part now is, helping them cope with the confusion of their mother being murdered... & all their questions from their past that no one can piece together expect for me, so I took it upon myself to put their pain & confusion on myself to help them thorough the horrible things that have happened to them. I will be honest it's the most difficult thing finally find out what happened to your mother after nearly 9 years of her murder.. But what hurt my heart the most was to see two young innocent women hurting this much & to be this angry & traumatized by what they had gone through. My girls didn't like a therapist telling them how they felt as a Big sister should I did what I had to I became their therapist in this matter & their mascot in life. Now that my baby sisters are doing better I'm able to have free time to continue on with my chapter & hobbies as well as be that role model they can look up to. <3 oh yeah! Fingers crossed I get the twins into private school for their High School year!! :D :D :D & Merry Christmas everyone! Been working just about every day to make this Holliday very special for my littles <3