CapeCodStonerXoX
by on November 6, 2015
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Forever i've thought it was bullshit to have metal disorders. But i was wrong!!!! i developed panic attacks almost 3 months ago and its HELL. The feeling is explainable, feeling of doubt, fast heart beats, feels like your throat is closing. Is insane!!!! and it is no joke. But my point here is that i haven't even been able to enjoy myself as a 420nurse yetUnhappy I've made a a lot of progress without using medication, and plan to continue without medication! but i feel terrible that i miss out on so much with 420nurse girls in my area!Unhappy and i've been offered photo shoots along with working events:/ its a drag, but everything happens for a reason right? along with all of this i haven't been able to smoke much! but i am working my hardest to get back to myself! i just wanted to explain because i turn down opportunities, along with no being on here a lot. i look forward to getting better and talking with you babes! the biggest note here is, Metal illness is no joke!! and extremely hard to over come, without medication. i feel for everyone that also struggles. xoxoxox i love you babes! have a great day
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NurseSonna
Sweet heart keep your chin up. A lot if us have anxiety problems. I'm a Nurse in the ER and I see them all the time. It sucks cause no one belives you because it's one if those "invisible " diseases.<br />Because you look normal on the outside everything should be " okay"<br />Do what you need to do... View More
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Nikix420
I'm sorry to hear girly. I hope everything gets better!<3 I too suffer severe anxiety, i haven't been able to get a job in a while... :/ Yeah lots of medicating helps. <img src="http://420nurses.com/file/pic/emoticon/default/smile.png" alt="Smile" title="Smile" title="v_middle" />
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NurseSonna
Yes especially if you find that specific strain that works for you and how you consume it.... It can be life changing..<br />Just keep trying different things... Try breathing techniques... I know sounds corny as hell but find your happy place...<br />Identify your triggers... Does it happen when yo... View More
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Nikix420
Definitely. <3
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