on September 25, 2015
Myself and my family are praying for peace to our hurting hearts over the loss of a loving soul in our family this passed weekend...
I decided to write this blog to let my 420 family know whats going on and why I have been a bit inactive in life and social media postings.
I've been a little M.I.A this passed week to mourn and be with my family, so I haven't been posting as much as usual on social media and have been less active this here on 420nurses.com.
Losing a loved one is hard. My step brother's (my dad's Gf's eldest son) life was so suddenly taken. He was so kind hearted and talented! From professional clown talent, comedy, to music. It hurts to know he's gone,no matter how close we were or not, but it hurts even more seeing my parents so heartbroken from losing a child. I can't begin to fathom the feeling my dad's gf has for losing her precious baby and my dad's friend who was like his son he never had, being that he's had 3 daughters. Time will heal and my family is pulling through thanks to loving friends and family and the peace of God. Slowly, were gathering belongings of him, photos, memories.
It's been a week and we will be having our gathering/ memorial next Sunday. The household has been home and out of work, I've been out of work and couldn't even go to a photo shoot, not really wanting to talk to anyone to let myself deal with this situation. I'm excepting what happened a little more everyday, so i'm trying to get back into my routine and getting back out there! It's much, much harder for a parent obviously and that healing will take a lottttt longer, but I must be a positive light for myself and my family! It's sad, crying will still happen, however I know I must go on with my life and my goals and keep him in my heart.
Thank you everyone for the understanding, condolences, and being there for myself and my family.
Another lost loved one, but also a reminder to appreciate the people in your life. I realize for myself, I get so caught up in my own life, I don't take the time out to truly show my appreciation to the people in my life. Life is so beautiful, yet unexpected. Cherish every day<3
I decided to write this blog to let my 420 family know whats going on and why I have been a bit inactive in life and social media postings.
I've been a little M.I.A this passed week to mourn and be with my family, so I haven't been posting as much as usual on social media and have been less active this here on 420nurses.com.
Losing a loved one is hard. My step brother's (my dad's Gf's eldest son) life was so suddenly taken. He was so kind hearted and talented! From professional clown talent, comedy, to music. It hurts to know he's gone,no matter how close we were or not, but it hurts even more seeing my parents so heartbroken from losing a child. I can't begin to fathom the feeling my dad's gf has for losing her precious baby and my dad's friend who was like his son he never had, being that he's had 3 daughters. Time will heal and my family is pulling through thanks to loving friends and family and the peace of God. Slowly, were gathering belongings of him, photos, memories.
It's been a week and we will be having our gathering/ memorial next Sunday. The household has been home and out of work, I've been out of work and couldn't even go to a photo shoot, not really wanting to talk to anyone to let myself deal with this situation. I'm excepting what happened a little more everyday, so i'm trying to get back into my routine and getting back out there! It's much, much harder for a parent obviously and that healing will take a lottttt longer, but I must be a positive light for myself and my family! It's sad, crying will still happen, however I know I must go on with my life and my goals and keep him in my heart.
Thank you everyone for the understanding, condolences, and being there for myself and my family.
Another lost loved one, but also a reminder to appreciate the people in your life. I realize for myself, I get so caught up in my own life, I don't take the time out to truly show my appreciation to the people in my life. Life is so beautiful, yet unexpected. Cherish every day<3
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