on September 17, 2015
I used to be a social butterfly when I was younger and had no problems making new friends. I loved talking to people and being around others, infact, nothing made me happier. But everything changed when I was 17 and met my first abusive boyfriend. He changed me from an out-going woman to a frightened little girl. I haven't been the same since.
My anxiety has only progressed dramatically since then and I am now left with the label of "disabled" and I am unable to work.
In the past year, it has gotten so bad that I have multiple panic attacks everyday, leaving me exhausted, angry, frustrated, and hopeless. It was a struggle to even get out of bed knowing within an hour I'd be on the ground, unable to breathe or see, followed by body aches and an upset stomach.
Only recently I started wake'n'baking every day, and it has made such an extreme difference. I'm able to get ready for my day so much faster, and some days I won't have any panic attacks at all.
However, yesterday I only had enough for a few morning bowls and didn't smoke for the rest of the day. For most of the day I had to fight the panic attack waiting in my chest, and it was torture. I felt like I was in a fog and I didn't realize till about 9 PM that I was having such a hard time because I wasn't able to smoke since the morning.
It amazes me what one little, tiny plant can do for so many different ailments. And specifically for me, keeps my anxiety at bay without all the other ridiculous side effects that most medications I've taken have.
How does cannabis make your life easier?
My anxiety has only progressed dramatically since then and I am now left with the label of "disabled" and I am unable to work.
In the past year, it has gotten so bad that I have multiple panic attacks everyday, leaving me exhausted, angry, frustrated, and hopeless. It was a struggle to even get out of bed knowing within an hour I'd be on the ground, unable to breathe or see, followed by body aches and an upset stomach.
Only recently I started wake'n'baking every day, and it has made such an extreme difference. I'm able to get ready for my day so much faster, and some days I won't have any panic attacks at all.
However, yesterday I only had enough for a few morning bowls and didn't smoke for the rest of the day. For most of the day I had to fight the panic attack waiting in my chest, and it was torture. I felt like I was in a fog and I didn't realize till about 9 PM that I was having such a hard time because I wasn't able to smoke since the morning.
It amazes me what one little, tiny plant can do for so many different ailments. And specifically for me, keeps my anxiety at bay without all the other ridiculous side effects that most medications I've taken have.
How does cannabis make your life easier?
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I feel you hunny, i too had an abusive ex who, though i hate to admit it, made me different. I still have anxieties i cant explain and cannabis is my savior! Stay strong love and alwYs remember to breathe
All you ladies are so strong and amazing, thank you for sharing your stories with me as well as kind words <img src="http://420nurses.com/file/pic/emoticon/default/smile.png" alt="Smile" title="Smile" title="v_middle" /> so much love for you all!
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