I don't like being drunk..

So I ran out of cannabis last night. I wasn't aware that I ran out of course...I thought I had some left over in the bowl for today but no..it's out..so I grab my fireball and get ready to play Magic the Gathering with my boyfriend. I am now 3 shots down and definitely prefer being high. I don't like feeling like I don't have control over my body...I feel like I am going to fall over at any minute..
Now mind you...I'm 28, and don't drink barely at all. so when I do it depends on how much I've eaten to determine how I feel or how I react.
But I don't like that. I like feeling the high from cannabis...it's relaxing...it isn't reeling...it's just..so much better.

/end rant