Not Flaking Just PostPoning PotLuck/Sesh

I've been worrying a lot about money and barley turning 18 and not having my cannabis card yet I know I will be able to get my card in a short time just not soon enough I will half to take off of school anyway so I would like to postpone the birthday sesh/potluck till some time in October or maybe sooner depending how long it takes to get all my fairs in order I hate flakers and I would never take back on my word I will be in Cali in the next few months I just want to actually enjoy life and not worry so hard so I need a little longer to plan so we can do this right! I hope no one is offended especially summer and chacha because I already called them and told them to put me in there schedule also all the wonderful nurses who also said they would be attending I hope you all still will and I hope summer and chacha are cool with this I know they will be, me just worrying again -_- I cant rent a car and I don't have that much money yet so I don't mind waiting to celebrate my birthday so its the best one yet! Also hopefully by then it wont just be a Late Birthday Sesh it Will be A crowning Ceremony As well I seriously need to start working harder if I really want to make a name for my self not just as a 420nurse model but an inspiring motivator activist I love helping people I love talking to people about deep shit not just what appears on the surface im a waitress so my job is to talk and make people feel at home service you rember you know im not saying im like this all the time! I wish I was I can be very shy that's the tricky part but as im getting older and discovering new remedies im conquering fear and using my gift to go after my goal (fortune cookie) whatever it may be! well anyways id love any advice I can get and maybe on my actual birthday we all get on live chat at 4:20? and sesh!!! Sorry for any Inconvenience!
Yours Truly Ms True <3 Any question, Remarks, advice I love to get some feed back Get interactive !