on July 4, 2015
My life has been one big bumpy road..
When i was 3-4 my mom and dad got divorced, shortly afterwards my mom met someone new, Tim. I can remember the day i met him..
Me and my twin sister were at the baby sitters house, my mom came to pick us up and this "scary man" walked in the door with her, we hid behind the couch, something about him just frightned us.
Well my mom and him eventually got married and then life went downhill for me and my sister..
He was a drunk, drank OVER a 12pk of busch pounders a Day, well when he drank he got mean.. He would abuse us physically, slapping us, pushing, dragging us, making towels wet and whipping them at us and ECT.
CYS got involved alot but never did anything, one time they made US leave and stay with our Aunt for awhile (would of went to foster care if she didnt step up and let us stay there)
This went on for a long long time.. My mom didnt do anything about it.
Eventually they got divorced when we were like 13? My mom has "problems" she has SEVERAL mental issues and honestly shes just insane sometimes, she caused my life to be hell..
I started getting in trouble with the law over and over, from criminal mischief to retail theft, conspiracy, and more. I got on probation, origanally for 6 months w/ expungement. HOWEVER, i ended up being on for 2 years with no expunge of my record.
I was on house arrest twice and in the detention center..
My mom over exaggerated things and would call the cops or my PO to get me into trouble, its a lot to explain..
Anyways,
I used to do ALOT of partying when u was underage, i ALWAYS had a big bottle of nickoli vodka (YUCK) in my bag.. We robo tripped (cough syrup or pills) CONSTANTLY & we did SOOO MUCH airduster to the point i actually stopped breathing twice. My friends thought i died. We also did alot of:
Ecstasy, acid, coke, heroin, pills, shrooms.., more speed (my friend made it), Incense (fake weed), And worst, i was addicted to bath salts for awhile..
I even went to work and school fucked up on the shit..
I've been molested and raped a few times. Which really took a mental toll on me for a long time but I've learned to just let it go. There are times i think about it and get angry but i don't let it control my life anymore.
I dropped out of school my senior year only 3 months away from graduation.. (I was failing for not going too.. My science grade was at 6%) i did work tho and go to school i worked full time, did half days at school then worked 2-10 5 days a week. Idk how i managed that lol
When i was 18 i got pregnant with my first child and i really changed my life around. i enrolled in cyber school and GRADUATED WITH A DIPLOMA! i straightened myself out, i stopped partying and doing drugs..
I found out on my daughters first bday that i was pregnant again. And now have 2 beautiful kids.. And birth control in lmao!
Im not saying my life is all dandy now, theres still rough patches for me, but I'm on the better path of life!
Thanks for taking the time to read this.. It was extremely personal for me to share this blog.
Xoxo
When i was 3-4 my mom and dad got divorced, shortly afterwards my mom met someone new, Tim. I can remember the day i met him..
Me and my twin sister were at the baby sitters house, my mom came to pick us up and this "scary man" walked in the door with her, we hid behind the couch, something about him just frightned us.
Well my mom and him eventually got married and then life went downhill for me and my sister..
He was a drunk, drank OVER a 12pk of busch pounders a Day, well when he drank he got mean.. He would abuse us physically, slapping us, pushing, dragging us, making towels wet and whipping them at us and ECT.
CYS got involved alot but never did anything, one time they made US leave and stay with our Aunt for awhile (would of went to foster care if she didnt step up and let us stay there)
This went on for a long long time.. My mom didnt do anything about it.
Eventually they got divorced when we were like 13? My mom has "problems" she has SEVERAL mental issues and honestly shes just insane sometimes, she caused my life to be hell..
I started getting in trouble with the law over and over, from criminal mischief to retail theft, conspiracy, and more. I got on probation, origanally for 6 months w/ expungement. HOWEVER, i ended up being on for 2 years with no expunge of my record.
I was on house arrest twice and in the detention center..
My mom over exaggerated things and would call the cops or my PO to get me into trouble, its a lot to explain..
Anyways,
I used to do ALOT of partying when u was underage, i ALWAYS had a big bottle of nickoli vodka (YUCK) in my bag.. We robo tripped (cough syrup or pills) CONSTANTLY & we did SOOO MUCH airduster to the point i actually stopped breathing twice. My friends thought i died. We also did alot of:
Ecstasy, acid, coke, heroin, pills, shrooms.., more speed (my friend made it), Incense (fake weed), And worst, i was addicted to bath salts for awhile..
I even went to work and school fucked up on the shit..
I've been molested and raped a few times. Which really took a mental toll on me for a long time but I've learned to just let it go. There are times i think about it and get angry but i don't let it control my life anymore.
I dropped out of school my senior year only 3 months away from graduation.. (I was failing for not going too.. My science grade was at 6%) i did work tho and go to school i worked full time, did half days at school then worked 2-10 5 days a week. Idk how i managed that lol
When i was 18 i got pregnant with my first child and i really changed my life around. i enrolled in cyber school and GRADUATED WITH A DIPLOMA! i straightened myself out, i stopped partying and doing drugs..
I found out on my daughters first bday that i was pregnant again. And now have 2 beautiful kids.. And birth control in lmao!
Im not saying my life is all dandy now, theres still rough patches for me, but I'm on the better path of life!
Thanks for taking the time to read this.. It was extremely personal for me to share this blog.
Xoxo
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Thanks for sharing your story. I'm sure it was hard to do, so I applaud you for opening up and putting yourself out there.
You have been on quite a journey! I'm appreciative that you included us by sharing your experiences. I loved reading about how you had your children and became a new person.
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