on April 30, 2015
Sooo Today i found out That Ill Prolly Be losing my job here in the next..... ehhh 2 weeks or so. And you guys i am compleatly overwhelmed. I work a pretty good Job With Decent Pay, and while it has been a slow season with my better halfs profession, My Job has been the reason we are able to stay afloat, i guess. if thats what we are doing. Anyhow the company is doing shit terrible. I mean, its a Solar Company, Just like the million other ones exept more expensive and less honest. Now, Me... Im Great at my job. while being the Youngest in my office... ( and the Highest
<3) I Have the Highest Sales Numbers. Recently I Got A new manager, and things have just compleatly flipped.
in the weeks leading up to all this we had been talking about moving, maybe out of state maye high deasert, idk, but we needed to find something thats more livable. Finding new Jobs was something we both talked about too, because neither one of the companies we work for seem to be doing very well. Everything is coming to a cross roads, things are going to change and i can feel that 2 or even 3 months from now nothing will be the same.
I believe in God. Its a big Part Of my support System. And i have been Praying and asking for doors to be closed and others to be opened. and im seeing it all happen.
I Have a job offer as a sales consultant for a better solar company. higher paying, and a better more main line company.
But My Dream, would be to work in the cannabis industry and start working on a youtube channel or a radio show. Thats my dream and maybe these doors are closing because its time for me to open the door to my dreams. But dreams dont pay the bills yall..... and solar panels do.....
I guess i just keep swimming and i worry about it all as it comes. i guess right now the only thing i can do is sit back and trust God. Pray and keep Working on My Goals.
Hey If you took the time to read this, thats good vibes enough, but if you wouldnt mind an extra focused push of love and guidence, id soak it up!!
OneLove
<3) I Have the Highest Sales Numbers. Recently I Got A new manager, and things have just compleatly flipped.
in the weeks leading up to all this we had been talking about moving, maybe out of state maye high deasert, idk, but we needed to find something thats more livable. Finding new Jobs was something we both talked about too, because neither one of the companies we work for seem to be doing very well. Everything is coming to a cross roads, things are going to change and i can feel that 2 or even 3 months from now nothing will be the same.
I believe in God. Its a big Part Of my support System. And i have been Praying and asking for doors to be closed and others to be opened. and im seeing it all happen.
I Have a job offer as a sales consultant for a better solar company. higher paying, and a better more main line company.
But My Dream, would be to work in the cannabis industry and start working on a youtube channel or a radio show. Thats my dream and maybe these doors are closing because its time for me to open the door to my dreams. But dreams dont pay the bills yall..... and solar panels do.....
I guess i just keep swimming and i worry about it all as it comes. i guess right now the only thing i can do is sit back and trust God. Pray and keep Working on My Goals.
Hey If you took the time to read this, thats good vibes enough, but if you wouldnt mind an extra focused push of love and guidence, id soak it up!!
OneLove
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you're doing awesome girl keep up the good work and crossroads is an intriuging word I had to read it <img src="http://420nurses.com/file/pic/emoticon/default/smile.png" alt="Smile" title="Smile" title="v_middle" /> peace and love keep up the good vibes ♡
"Dreams don't pay the bills". That rings so beyond true for me you have no idea. I sold my soul to be a corporate cog and a big salary, most days it is hard for me to argue it is worth it. Hopefully your path takes you to better and more fulfilling things.
mmmmmmmmmm The hugs and support feel so good. some weird stuff is going down these past few days, i aprriciate all the prayers beyond words!! thanks for sharing your experiances and sharing this kinda personal time with me. Ill keep you guys updated. <33333
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