on April 21, 2015
I don't really know how this blog thing works but I just felt like writing my thoughts down and couldn’t think of a better place than here.
Life is rough. It’s hard when financial struggles keep you from doing what you want with your life. Money definitely doesn’t buy happiness, but it sure would make my life easier and not because having money would make it possible to not work but because it would help open so many doors and allow me so many more job opportunities.
I am desperate to break into the cannabis industry and I just don't know how. We haven't set up a legal market here in DC so I can’t get a job growing or selling yet which is so frustrating. By legalizing the use of marijuana and not the sale, we are helping the black market grow. I wish I had the ability to uproot myself and move to a state where I could work with marijuana and do what I love. I wish I had the funding to even buy the intern kit so that I could actually be taken seriously and potentially bring the 420nurses to DC. I just wish life was easier sometimes.
I want to get into modeling, or growing, or bud tending. I want cannabis to be my future because I truly believe in it. I love hearing stories of parents who can finally meet their children because marijuana has stopped their seizures, or people who are overcoming various addictions. I love that marijuana has calmed my anxiety and allows me to sit in a room without worrying about every negative thought every person could possibly have of me (I know that sounds crazy but that’s the life of a self-conscious person).
It is just difficult because people don't take me seriously. They see a young girl who loves to smoke and nothing more. I know there is a long road ahead of me and it isn't going to be easy, it's just difficult on the days where you just seem to get beaten down.
I am sorry for this....diary post essentially...but I needed to vent and I figured that since this vent was related to my future, I would post it on here in hopes of some words of encouragement....
Have a blessed day and stay stoney
Life is rough. It’s hard when financial struggles keep you from doing what you want with your life. Money definitely doesn’t buy happiness, but it sure would make my life easier and not because having money would make it possible to not work but because it would help open so many doors and allow me so many more job opportunities.
I am desperate to break into the cannabis industry and I just don't know how. We haven't set up a legal market here in DC so I can’t get a job growing or selling yet which is so frustrating. By legalizing the use of marijuana and not the sale, we are helping the black market grow. I wish I had the ability to uproot myself and move to a state where I could work with marijuana and do what I love. I wish I had the funding to even buy the intern kit so that I could actually be taken seriously and potentially bring the 420nurses to DC. I just wish life was easier sometimes.
I want to get into modeling, or growing, or bud tending. I want cannabis to be my future because I truly believe in it. I love hearing stories of parents who can finally meet their children because marijuana has stopped their seizures, or people who are overcoming various addictions. I love that marijuana has calmed my anxiety and allows me to sit in a room without worrying about every negative thought every person could possibly have of me (I know that sounds crazy but that’s the life of a self-conscious person).
It is just difficult because people don't take me seriously. They see a young girl who loves to smoke and nothing more. I know there is a long road ahead of me and it isn't going to be easy, it's just difficult on the days where you just seem to get beaten down.
I am sorry for this....diary post essentially...but I needed to vent and I figured that since this vent was related to my future, I would post it on here in hopes of some words of encouragement....
Have a blessed day and stay stoney
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