on November 29, 2013
Day 9
I hate doctors, and I hate pills.
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I hate doctors because 1, almost none of them care. And 2, with all the things I have been through I am scared that they will tell me I have something that someone else I love is going to have to take care of.
I've never been the one to ask for help, and I've always been the one people could lean on.
So knowing that something could make people see me different, scares me.
.
I don't like pills because I don't think something made by man should be able to control your brain and body the way they do.
May sound a little crazy but that's how I feel.
I have also seen many people in my life ruined by the side effects of pills, emotionally, mentally, and physically. And it's not something I will allow to happen to myself.
.
Although all of these things may be true, I have also reached a point in my life where I know someday I'm going to need help. And although I will fight that day until I have to, I'm glad that I am taking the steps in my life to make sure that when the time comes, I'll be around all the people I trust and love.
Making new friends whom I hope to keep long term, having the most amazing and loving man by my side, as we look for as equaly amazing woman together.
.
We'll that's all for today.
Happy 420 everyone, have a wonderful day!!
I hate doctors, and I hate pills.
.
I hate doctors because 1, almost none of them care. And 2, with all the things I have been through I am scared that they will tell me I have something that someone else I love is going to have to take care of.
I've never been the one to ask for help, and I've always been the one people could lean on.
So knowing that something could make people see me different, scares me.
.
I don't like pills because I don't think something made by man should be able to control your brain and body the way they do.
May sound a little crazy but that's how I feel.
I have also seen many people in my life ruined by the side effects of pills, emotionally, mentally, and physically. And it's not something I will allow to happen to myself.
.
Although all of these things may be true, I have also reached a point in my life where I know someday I'm going to need help. And although I will fight that day until I have to, I'm glad that I am taking the steps in my life to make sure that when the time comes, I'll be around all the people I trust and love.
Making new friends whom I hope to keep long term, having the most amazing and loving man by my side, as we look for as equaly amazing woman together.
.
We'll that's all for today.
Happy 420 everyone, have a wonderful day!!
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Happy 420 and you also have a wonderful day sweetie <img src="http://420nurses.com/file/pic/emoticon/default/smile.png" alt="Smile" title="Smile" title="v_middle" /> Love & Peace xo
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