on November 25, 2013
Sorry its late, got to stoned!
One thing you may not know about me.
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Ill start off by saying I have PTSD, fibromyalgia, bipolar, depression, sever anger and and there is something wrong with my immune system, that the doctors dont know exactly what it is.
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Now the reason I am telling you this is because they are probably things you would have never seen in my personality.
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Although I have been through probably more then one woman should, I am also not like anyone else you will ever meet.
I take the things I have seen and been through, and I actually learn from them.
And in what I have been through I have learned a few things
1. You cant blame yourself for what happens in your life, because most of the time its going to be something you had no choice over to begin with.
2. The only thing thats going to get you through this life is love in yourself.
They may be little but id you really think thats all you need.
Everyday im in pain, every day im scared, but everyday I get to wake up and remember those 2 things.
I remember that all that shit I went through made me the great person I am today. And although I know that one day it may really effect me I also know that because I was true to myself, I will make it through it.
I have made it almost 20 years without going insane, I can make it another 20.
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I guess what im trying to say, is it doesnt matter what has happened to you, or how you were raised, or what your parents were like, you make your own path.
And although many people have tried to erase my path and make their own, no matter how much you try to erase there always gonna be a way to find it.
And I know what I went through some people may see me as crazy, I have found a way to deal with it, so you dont have to. Lol.
Instead I turn what I can into helping others.
.
I hope you all have a wonderful day. And hope to hear some comments, questions and stories.
.
Happy late 420. <3
One thing you may not know about me.
.
Ill start off by saying I have PTSD, fibromyalgia, bipolar, depression, sever anger and and there is something wrong with my immune system, that the doctors dont know exactly what it is.
.
Now the reason I am telling you this is because they are probably things you would have never seen in my personality.
.
Although I have been through probably more then one woman should, I am also not like anyone else you will ever meet.
I take the things I have seen and been through, and I actually learn from them.
And in what I have been through I have learned a few things
1. You cant blame yourself for what happens in your life, because most of the time its going to be something you had no choice over to begin with.
2. The only thing thats going to get you through this life is love in yourself.
They may be little but id you really think thats all you need.
Everyday im in pain, every day im scared, but everyday I get to wake up and remember those 2 things.
I remember that all that shit I went through made me the great person I am today. And although I know that one day it may really effect me I also know that because I was true to myself, I will make it through it.
I have made it almost 20 years without going insane, I can make it another 20.
.
I guess what im trying to say, is it doesnt matter what has happened to you, or how you were raised, or what your parents were like, you make your own path.
And although many people have tried to erase my path and make their own, no matter how much you try to erase there always gonna be a way to find it.
And I know what I went through some people may see me as crazy, I have found a way to deal with it, so you dont have to. Lol.
Instead I turn what I can into helping others.
.
I hope you all have a wonderful day. And hope to hear some comments, questions and stories.
.
Happy late 420. <3
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