SoCal.420

I feel like I probably will be saying it a lot but I want to say thanks again to everyone that has been so helpful and welcoming More about me, there is a lot about me, I've lived a lot in my years! But for now I'm just going to focus on a few of my very favorite passtimes (the ones that don't include my kids even though I do some of the activities with them). I spend a lot of time being domestic, so that means that a lot of my free time isn't really free but spent cleaning or cooking so when...

I want to start out by saying again how grateful I am to be a part of this community, I've never found a nicer more supportive group of people in my life! I wanted to say thanks to ChaCha and Summer especially of course and the many many others that have been helping me learn the ropes as I go. I apologize so much for still just being behind the screen and not having made it to any events or meetings yet. Life has been life for everyone and all of you have made time to get there and I'm so sorr...

I'm so sad I'm not at the sesh tonight. I am not there for two reasons though, first, my car's brake lights have issues and driving it on the freeway is just not cool and second I'm due to have my pacemaker replaced like any minute. I took the car to the mechanic this week but he ended up not having time to work on it until tomorrow morning and I have an appt with the surgeon on Thursday so hopefully I get a firm date on that because the pacemaker I have now has a dying battery and that's just n...

I know they aren't by a photographer but I hope they will do for now until I can get to one <3

I don't know if you guys have seen it (I can't imagine having not seen it but I watch a LOT of movies!) but there's a scene where he's yelling "I'M NEW, I'M NEW AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!" and that's how I feel right now. I've been a cam "model" for going on 10 years. In case you don't know what that is, think webcam porn but interactive. Before that I was in pageants as a young teen and I did some runway modelling when I was really young for a couple of stores like Kids R Us and places like...