The Duchess of Errl

I just wanted to share this poem that my cousin Ronnie had a written while he was serving in Afghanistan. It is entitled... Bagram Afghanistan This is war, something we do. We do this in order for you, to do what you do. Lay in bed, we'll be here. Know that you're safe, for our lives we do fear. Days and nights we are out alone, with no one but each other. I've known these guys for months, yet they are like my brothers. All of us, come from different walks of life, some of us don't get along; ...

On October 23rd 2010 my family received some horrendous news. That my 19 year old cousin was killed in Afghanistan. Wow I can't believe it's been 5 years already how fast the time goes. Today like we do every year on the 23rd we went to his flag in Rancho Cucamonga to honor and remember the life and death of Ronnie J Pallares. my cousin was such a great, selfless and giving person. His main goal while he was serving in the Army was to make sure that the dads who are serving were able to come ho...

Halloween is so exciting you get to dress up and transform into that character. You can do so many things during halloween. I did a lil shoot at my house. Love that i get to portray more psychotic themes so keep an eye out for what my next shoot is. Will definitely be doing another one very soon can't wait to see what you ladies come up with.

So I know I'm a little late on my post, but I've been recovering from the cup and I've been getting things ready this last week for my little cousins birthday party. But I didn't forget to tell y'all about my experience at the Xo Gold Cup. Wow I had such an amazing weekend working at the Gold Cup. I got to work as a cavi model, hang out with a group of amazing people, and smoke as much as I wanted. I'm so thankful that I got to have this opportunity. Day 1 was awesome. The weather was nice and ...

YAy so my intern kit finally arrived I'm so happy. Can't wait to see where I end up on my journey

Im so excited i just bought my intern kit, cant wait for it to get here. Im slowly but surly building up my gear Cant wait to take some pictures in my new gear whoot whoot!

Yay I'm so excited I got hired to work at the xogold cup as a caviargold model. I'm super stoked and really can't wait for the event now. Hoping to see y'all there. If ya see me. Come sesh with me. I'll have fire

Once I seen the post for the love ride I knew I wanted to be apart of this event. For one I love motorcycles and cars. Second the proceeds are going to the WWP. Once I seen that the proceeds were going to the WWP I knew I had to try and be apart of this. I would love to be able to raise awareness and raise funds to helps these men and women who have lost and gave so much. If I worked this even it would mean so much to me because those men and women have significant injuries yet they were able to...

It almost never fails that i wake up in the dark hours of the night because I can't sleep due to my pain. Not much I can do but stretch and toke. Its not the best way to wake up but it is what it is. I get to do a lot of thinking when this tends to happen. I've had years and years of dealing with the same struggle. But what's crazy is the thing that breaks me is the thing that makes me. I'm not gonna drown cause I'll just keep swimming. Everyone have a wonderful day. Life is what u make it. Sen...