Hello eveyone, my  name is intern 420nurse Rubydabs. Many probably remember me but probably not because I had been in a mental health haitas for quite some time.  then I got pregnant and for those who do know me know I have recently lost 2 children less than a month apart. This year brought me so much hope and pain. I had hope and felt blessed because I was going to be a new mommy to a beautiful daughter. Pain because then the unexpected happened and I had a still birth then a month later my 17y...