I had a pretty rough childhood and went through a lot of emotional, verbal, mental and somewhat physical abuse. Going through all of this really affected my self esteem. I was always told  that I would be a good model because of how tall and thin I am. I decided to pursue it in the past by trying to build up my modeling portfolio. I never actually tried to get into an agency or magazine though. Ever since I was 17, when I first smoked weed, I knew that I wanted to be a part of the cannabis indu...