Let me just say, I love 420 nurses. I have been in the nurses since 2016, but I really can say it feels like I grow in every way with these girls just by spending time with them. I'm overwhelmed by the love and suport I feel from them which is important as its most of my social communication now that I'm in recovery. For a recap- my ex fiance; in July the vice president of my chapter hit me in the face so hard I now have brain damage.Since then, I have been runnng my chapter - the Sillicon Valley Chapter by myself on instagram @420nursessilliconvalleychapter and my 420 nurses model page @acinonyxrexmodel; on Tiktok @420nursessilliconvalley and @acinonyxrex; on Twitter @MsAcinonyxrex and most recently I;m bringing 420 nurses to the kink community (ask for THAT information..). But that blow to the head was a wake up call, so I started a weight loss journey I'll be adding to Tiktok (once I get better at it) which thank you Ms. Vanderpump forbeing such an inspiration and so heartwarming and the secod to encourage me to share my weight loss journey. Well, here is - I've lost 43 pounds since September.
But really, I want to say thank you to all the ladies, and wagemaker for making me feel special and cared for in this community. I love you guys. I've been bullied and and outcast my whole life because of my mental health issues which caused me to be on medication that caused weight gain and thats been the constant struggle my whole life. Take the medication to be alright, but it comes with the side effect of weight gain that is impossibe to lose. So it gave me a tough skin about being bullied for my weight. Yes, I'm trying to lose weight- but it's not for social staus. For reasons I won't go into on the internet, I'm sick and need surgery but being obese is too much of an anesthetic risk for me to have the surgery. So I have major goals. That being said, I can't stress how much it means to be acepted by this community, and to even have friendships. It makes me so unbelieably happy.
I love you guys.
