Jessica Menke
by on January 17, 2019
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Trigger Warning*

I feel as if my blogs are always personal experiences, so sorry for that.

I haven't been active the last two days because a traumatic event happened that could have hurt a lot of people, emotionally. One of my friends attempted to take her life yesterday, and I was there literally just in time. It was almsot like a movie scene. I know her neighbors very well, and they tend to keep an eye on her because she has been having a rough time. I think my life is rough, but then my whole perspective had changed. The neighbors heard her alot of loud noises, banging, crying and they tried to get her to answer them by knocking, calling, texting; she would not answer. They conacted me becuase she usually always responds to me, and she did. Right away, but something was super off. Eventually she stopped texting me back, and I waited like 5 minutes and drove over there. LITERALLY, as I pull up her patio window sounded like it had a rock thrown a it. But no, she had smashed it, with her fist. She lives on the first floor of an apartment, so the patio was easy to get to. And I crawled through her smashed window, and there was blood. Fucking everywhere. I called 911 immediately, and found her sitting by her bedside holding her wrist..  She was consious enough to talk to me, so I just sat there and talked until EMS arrived. I felt like I should have done more, but I was in complete shock. I still am, and my anxiety is crazy right now. She's okay, physically, and when the time comes me, and everyone who loves her will be there to help her mentally. 

Just remeber to stay strong, even when rough times come around. And be there for the people you care about.


 

-Jess

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Kaylee Grace
You are a truly wonderful person and a Great Friend. I hope you know that <3
Like January 19, 2019
Jessica Menke
without my friends I wouldn't have my family, my support. thank you (:
Like January 20, 2019