We All Have Our Demons

We are all people. We live to learn, and make mistakes to gain knowledge. I'm glad I'm starting this journey with 420 nurses because it's already motivating me to be the best me I can be. I'm new to this, I'm awkward, shy, anxious, but I own it. Most of the time. I write this to myself, and to anyone who needs to see it. It's okay to feel emotion, you should honestly appreciate the fact that you're able to accept it. The hardest part though is letting it pass. Personally, I subconsciously hold things in, and I just have to remind myself that I have control of the way I want to feel, ya know speak it into existence. It's not always easy, but nothing in life is. If I don't let certain emotions pass it holds me and my potential back. I fight my demons with determination and desire. Desire to do what I set my mind to doing, and to help the people who have helped me. Determination to reach every damn goal I set. I also fight them with getting extremely stoned sometimes, and its almost 1 am here in Texas.... so I am definitely at the point of extremely stoned. I love to help people, so always feel free to reach out to me if you're struggling with those demons. I'll do my best to help in anyway I can. XOXO, Jess