Pharmaceutical vs. Mmj

So being in florida ive had a huge difficulty being able to get my medicine I need for my PTSD. I have extreme PTSD with Derealization symptoms. I first started my voyage to go get my medicine out for the West coast back in 2015. I completed my own stufies as well as my own research. Now...I dont condone being dependent on prescription pills. I dont use psychotropic meds nor do I use pain meds. My medicine is the herb cannabis. I can honestly say its been quite a journey to get where I am this far. Florida has gone through alot to get this far as well. I now have obtained my FL medical marijuana card. After spending 375, which was all too worth it when its your health. Its not only my health, but my freedom. Since I am in Florida and I am a Felon :/ Smoking marijuana this time round and being caught would rrsult in prison time I assure you. I go to three days of counselling one being substance abuse for my cannabis disorder they thought I had from. My history of self medication. At my rehab facility it was pressured to not go the alternative and healthier route and get prescribed Marijuana. I was sent to see a psych doctor who thought instead of Marijuana that Visiril, Ability, and Zoloft would help more. This was yesterday. The side affects that are listed on the medications are painful to just even read. Painful and scary. Who would want to be dependant dependant on anything like what I was just prescribed when there is the alternative... Everyone do your research. These pills not only increase chances of North defects months prior to getting pregnant, but cause low libido, can create even suicidal thoughts, paranoia, and a lot of other ridiculous things. Cannabis helps my nausea, helps me sleep, helps me eat. Cannabis hrlps me and my triggers, makes me perceive things in such a better light...since I'm such the pessimist by now. Anyways I had to rant. Because I was faced with and have always been faced with these stipulations set by society out here on the southside and I NEVER backed down. I am now legally allowed to vape or eat my meds. Although its not the best right now as far as oyr laws. We have gotten far and I'm proud to be apart of the MMJ community. In safe and happy. I am going to continue to be healthy. LOV3, MaryJane dont ever give up. Fights for your rights!!!