on December 15, 2017
I have a new direction in life I'm taking going into the next year that I'm truly excited for but also scared as hell. What I have planned is a huge step in my life but like I've told my family I refuse to live my next 40 years like my last 40. Not saying my life is all bad but it can be better.
So with 2018 approaching I have been busy preparing for the next chapter in my life but also wanting to share my journey with you all too. I have a positive message about cannabis & how it helped me get over a 10 yr opiate addiction & how I it gave me my life back.
I know there are many stories out there like mine but everyone's story is different but most of all I do believe that if we can get more positive messages about cannabis out there for society to see then maybe we (Stoner's) can make a positive difference in way society thinks about the beautiful healing plant.
Now that's the positive but also exciting part of the change... Now comes the scary part. Like I said I refuse to live my life like my last 40 years which means I live in a state that marijuana is frowned upon but also a joint could give me 20 yrs so yes it's scary living day by day just so I can medicate myself the way I want. So with that said I've decided to leave the state that I've lived in all my life & start over in a legal state. It's scary to think that I will be leaving some friends & my dad behind in a few months but I have to do what's best for me but not just me its for my family too. They can't have a mother/wife in jail for something petty like a plant & they cant have a mother/wife on pills that I abused enough to kill me nor in pain all the time that I can't take care of my family so what do I do?? I've never liked change & when I think about change or something changes in my life my anxiety takes over, I do have anxiety sometimes just thinking about starting over but life is all about taking chances & no one is going to change my life but me so fuck it!!! HERE I COME COLORADO
Thanks for reading & there will be more blogs, pictures & videos coming soon..
Also you can follow me on Instagram @medicated_vanessa420 #medv420
Stay Medicated
So with 2018 approaching I have been busy preparing for the next chapter in my life but also wanting to share my journey with you all too. I have a positive message about cannabis & how it helped me get over a 10 yr opiate addiction & how I it gave me my life back.
I know there are many stories out there like mine but everyone's story is different but most of all I do believe that if we can get more positive messages about cannabis out there for society to see then maybe we (Stoner's) can make a positive difference in way society thinks about the beautiful healing plant.
Now that's the positive but also exciting part of the change... Now comes the scary part. Like I said I refuse to live my life like my last 40 years which means I live in a state that marijuana is frowned upon but also a joint could give me 20 yrs so yes it's scary living day by day just so I can medicate myself the way I want. So with that said I've decided to leave the state that I've lived in all my life & start over in a legal state. It's scary to think that I will be leaving some friends & my dad behind in a few months but I have to do what's best for me but not just me its for my family too. They can't have a mother/wife in jail for something petty like a plant & they cant have a mother/wife on pills that I abused enough to kill me nor in pain all the time that I can't take care of my family so what do I do?? I've never liked change & when I think about change or something changes in my life my anxiety takes over, I do have anxiety sometimes just thinking about starting over but life is all about taking chances & no one is going to change my life but me so fuck it!!! HERE I COME COLORADO
Thanks for reading & there will be more blogs, pictures & videos coming soon..
Also you can follow me on Instagram @medicated_vanessa420 #medv420
Stay Medicated
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