Da_Toker_420

Well I'm back at it again sort of...like my world has done a major 360 within this year and I'm not sure if i can regain myself once again from this dark hole. I thought that getting rid of a bad relationship would be the start to a new beginning for me, but i seem to land myself in another downward spiral. He says it's a open relationship and he loves me, but yet i gotta remain the faithful one while he gets to shop around for new pussy..sorry ladies, but i just don't get it.

These past few months as been a total tragedy for me. Like two weeks ago, i almost got kicked out of my friends place because my husband asked a simple question to why he wasn't able to stay with me and my friend told him well u just cost her her place to stay. So when he told me that, i was livid and i called them and asked them what in the hell is going on, so my friend told me what my husband said to him, and i said really, u are going to kick me out over a simple ass question like that? then...

I'm an independent/freelance model and 420nurses Intern. My life as a model began in 2011,I won a modeling competition through The American Mall Model Search (AMMS) and i also won a year contract with The Casting Board..in which that failed through, due lack of communication on their in. But ever since then, I've been doing my own thing trying to get my modeling portfolio to standards and all and produce my own brand and intervent who i am as a model. I really enjoy modeling. It's been a childho...

It's been awhile since the last time I've blogged or just been active on here.Due to some technicality in my life right now, I'm trying to swim above high water figuratively speaking. It's a bit stressful and overwhelming for me, and i just want this bad dream to end already, but I'm rolling with the punches each and everyday keeping a smile on my face, cause i knw i can and will bounce back from this. I'm a strong individual...no doubt, but this weight is getting harder and heavier to hold on t...

Well guys and girls, I'm moving out in two weeks and still haven't packed yet. I don't knw whats going on with everything yet....but my program will figure out something by tomorrow hopefully. I just can't believe that my ex was the cause of all of this. But yeah....I'm outro. Until next entry...Da_Toker_420

Well just as things couldn't have gotten worse for me has. I got a 30 day notice to vacate the place that i live at over my ex yelling up to my window almost everyday while management is conducting business during the day time and also at night. Plus there's an restraining order against him that he continues to break. I got to be out of my place on February 13, 2017, and my program knows that i have to be gone by that date, so they are looking into finding me another place to go, even though thi...

Well folks, things went frm bad to worst for me over the holidays and current. I got the restraining order on my ex, and since he didn't show up to court on the 3rd of this month, the judge ordered that the restraining order lasts for 3yrs. Now don't get me wrong, I'm trying to obey the restraining order, but my ex is making it impossible for me too. So, now that he's been fucking shit up for me, I'm now faced with a 30 day notice to vacate where i live all over him. He's been yelling up at my ...

If i didn't have the worst two weeks ever....man, i wouldn't wish what i am going through on nobody. First off, the last two weeks has been hell let me just say that. I got detained by the cops for a domestic dispute on a Wednesday two weeks ago. Then when i got released on that Saturday in the early morning around 2:30am, i came home to a 10 day notice to vacate and my niece and her mother not here, but my man instead. He wanted to talk but i wasn't hearing it, so later that day, i was told tha...

I had a blast for workshop Wednesday. We got to meet mitchey slick and marshall of marshall s medical munchies and try out there products along with our president shezsowaxy of Shezsowaxygoodies harchata..and man was everything hella good. I enjoyed myseld. My phone was dead but i was able to manage to get a few pics in before my phone died again. I'll post them up in a min...but yeah i had fun for workshop Wednesday...even though i noticed our chapter was getting smaller, but hey im greatful fo...

Omg this pineapple watermelon flavored Faygo is the shytnet! U gotta try it! Granted, it's non medicated, but if u are a fan of ICP (whoop whoop) then u know what I'm talking about..if not,u still have to try it out for urself. It's soo freaking good that i want another one for real for real.

I don't know what to do....like i want to believe that my husband didn't take my friend's cell phone, but he has taken things of mines and sold it without even asking me or talking it over with me first. So, yeah i want to believe him, but that other side of me is like no. What else can i do or say to my friend to ease her mind when I'm having doubt that he possibly did take her phone? Here's the situation....my friend was taken by police to the hospital to get evaluated cause they thought she w...

Like I'm sooo happy that i get my red 420nurses tank top tomorrow! I can't wait to wear it and get some selfies in or even pro pics done.#impatientbutpatient